Hello to anyone out there.

Hey guys. So it's  been awhile since i've written anything in any blogs.
I really like the idea for this blog tho.
It's just expressing myself and my feelings.
Throughout this summer i haven't needed it much. And even if i did i was just way too lazy hahaa
So this year i think I'll be going into modeling.
My last post on here is about real beauty and what exactly is it and reading it now just sends chills to me.. Modeling just has to be so hard on everyone that does it. I know what I'm getting into though. I'm ready for anything to come. Give it your best shott and if thats not enough then try again.
I just think it's a great idea. AND even better i get to do it with one of my best friends. So we'll be going through this together.
So extremely excited for this. Will be posting pics and updating on the info but for whoever is reading thanks for reading, hope you enjoy it and if not then give me advice and comment!! :) Thanks guys!
<3 ^.-

Beautiful Ignorance

What beauty is there in no self confidence? What beauty is there in narcism. What is beauty? 

Theres a beauty out there that is pure. It is true and it is beautiful. It is not just a word that people throw around nor is it someone who hides behind a mask, it is.. beauty. Eyes tell the story of a lost soul, though lost, all the more strong and beautiful. A broken heart, though broken, is pain yet beautiful. But how do you have beautiful pain and strong beauty? How do you achieve these qualities? 

Society seems to mistaken beauty. They mistaken it for things that are anything but beauty. But forever they remain ignorant to what really is the beauty of life. Beauty is bliss, but ignorance is what kills it. 

What is left of us and is mistaken for love.

Theres emptiness in the words that have come out of your mouth. Why is it that I try to open up your heart to try to protect you and yet you turn away from me. Have I done something in this life to make you disregard me as a human being? That makes you hate me for who I am? Even if I asked you these questions you still turn away; as if planning to destroy the world that I've created for us, you scowl at everything I do or say. Love was never suppose to be dense and empty as you tend to act like it is. We are suppose to freely express our optimistic feelings for each other and share the memories we cherish, suppose to tell everything to one another and be open about it all, but instead we result to keeping our many secrets that eat away at this thing we mistaken for love. As if this could ever turn around and be okay tomorrow and for the rest of our lives. As if happily ever afters ever really happened. What point is there to ponder these things anymore? Love has been snatched away and replaced with bitter words and stares. There will never be love again for what we are now is hate.